gosh, fifi's sermon today was totally unexpected! i mean it's like it totally caught me offguard. are these the answers i've been searching for since months ago? or have i actually already known that these were the answers but was just trying to run away? i think i more or less have an idea of what i should do, just that i think i need a little more time to consider my decision. i'm just afraid of regrets; that's why i've yet to take any sort of action, but just playing the waiting game. meanwhile i'll try to listen to You and if it tallies with my thoughts about the sermon today, i would be ready to come to a decision. maybe the answers today are what He wants to tell me, since i apparently can't hear Him much.. :/ i hope to bring this matter to a closure soon; my heart needs a break.
