Toughen Up.
Yesyes it's Friday the 13th. Thankfully today wasn't a bad day; just average mostly. Had awesome spicy ayam penyet with ben daohui and clarence and went to play street right after! Shagged out but had lots of fun and not to mention a great workout. Though it was rather depressing that I couldn't partake in the other activities that I was supposed to be present at :/
I needa keep psychoing myself that it's all gonna be good in the end and that if it's not good it ain't the end. But for how long can I sustain this mentality? And when that day eventually comes, would this even be the first thing I'd think of? Faith definitely is key but I'm having a severe lack of it (okay I know this is the nth time I'm saying this, but seriously). I really wonder what way is left for me to feel better.. Okay I think I roughly know the solution. I just needa find time to carry it out. Just hope that this week would pass quickly so I wouldn't have to worry so much about money matters. Never expected myself to value money with such importance, sigh. Alright guess that's all for now.